The Mountain of Intimacy: How Separate Growth Heals and Strengthens Marriage

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What if the way to build deeper intimacy in your marriage isn’t by fixing your partner—but by growing yourself?

In this episode of The Voyage Cast, host Licensed Marriage and Family Therapist Eddie unpacks The Mountain of Intimacy—a powerful metaphor for how separate personal growth leads to deeper connection in relationships. With honesty and compassion, Eddie explores why trying to “fix” your partner often leads to emotional distance, and how owning your own healing can actually bring you closer together.

Whether your marriage feels stuck, strained, or just in need of a reset, this episode offers gentle, practical wisdom on how to heal from disconnection, set healthy boundaries, and grow side by side—with love, not pressure.

Perfect for anyone navigating relationship pain, emotional exhaustion, or the longing to feel close again.

Key topics covered:

• Why focusing on your own growth strengthens your marriage
• Differentiation: staying connected without losing yourself
• Rebuilding trust without control
• Navigating the pain when your partner won’t grow
• Practical steps to start your personal healing journey

If you’re feeling distant in your relationship—but not ready to give up—this episode is for you.

Book: Passionate Marriage by David Schnarch

Transcript

The Mountain of Intimacy: How Separate Growth Heals and Strengthens Marriage

“Have you ever been in a place where no matter how much love you pour into your marriage, it just feels like you’re drifting further apart?

You keep trying—you really do.

You talk, you listen, you give.

And still… it feels like you’re standing on different sides of a canyon, shouting to be heard.

If you’ve been there—or if you’re there right now—you are not alone.

And you’re not crazy for feeling heartbroken, tired, or afraid.

Today on The Voyage Cast, we’re talking about a different way to think about marriage…

A way that doesn’t dismiss the pain you’re carrying.

A way that respects your heart and your hope.

It’s called The Mountain of Intimacy.

And it’s about how growing separately, not abandoning each other, but growing side-by-side, is actually how we heal and grow stronger together.

So if you’re tired, hurting, or just wondering if there’s another way forward…

Stay with me.

Because you deserve a love that rises—slowly, patiently, and tenderly.”

Two Climbers, One Summit - A Different Picture of Marriage

When we first fall in love, the feeling is so powerful that it almost feels like we become one person.

Two souls, perfectly aligned, walking the same path effortlessly.

But real life is so much harder than that.

Inevitably, Pain enters the picture.

Misunderstandings start to pile up.

Old wounds we never even knew we had begin to surface.

And suddenly, it feels like the person we love most is miles away.

If you’ve ever looked at your partner and thought, “How did we get here?” — that’s real.

And it’s human.

But what if—

What if marriage isn’t about walking the same trail, side-by-side, step-for-step?

What if it’s about being two separate climbers?

Each climbing their own side of a great mountain—

Working toward the same summit… but on different paths?

The Hurt: When Trying to “Fix” Each Other Only Deepens the Pain

Here’s what makes it harder:

When we see our partner struggling—slipping, hurting—we panic.

We want to reach over, fix them, carry them if we have to.

But the more we scramble to manage their climb, the more exhausted we become.

The more resentful we feel.

And the more misunderstood they feel.

What was meant as love starts to feel like pressure.

What was meant as support starts to sound like judgment.

And without meaning to, both people end up lonelier than before.

The Healing: Choosing to Grow While Honoring the Pain

Clinical psychologist Dr. David Schnarch describes something called differentiation:

The ability to stay connected to your partner without losing your own center.

Not by pretending the hurt isn’t real.

Not by closing off or walking away.

But by saying, “I will walk my path with integrity. I will face my own pain and growth. And I will honor your path too, even when it scares me.”

It’s not selfishness.

It’s sacredness.

It’s understanding that real intimacy isn’t about fixing each other—

It’s about witnessing each other,

Supporting each other,

And growing toward a summit only two whole people can reach together.

Why Personal Growth Isn’t Abandonment — It’s Love in Action

Let’s be clear:

Focusing on your own growth doesn’t mean turning away from your partner.

It means loving them from a place of strength, not fear.

Here’s how it heals:

1. Personal Responsibility Brings Safety

When you own your pain—without blaming them—you become a safe place again.

You stop being another burden they have to carry.

You become a lighthouse: steady, kind, unwavering.

2. Releasing Control Rebuilds Trust

Trying to force someone to change never creates lasting intimacy.

But trusting them to walk their path, in their way, can rebuild broken trust.

You stop being their judge—and start being their witness.

3. Conflict Becomes Compassion

When you’re rooted in your own growth, you can stay calm in hard conversations.

You can hear their hurt, even when it’s messy.

You can speak your own pain, even when it’s vulnerable.

It’s no longer about “winning” arguments.

It’s about healing conversations.

4. You Make Room for Real Connection

When you’re not trying to fix your partner’s climb,

you’re free to actually enjoy them again.

To laugh.

To hope.

To remember why you chose them in the first place.

But What If They Stay Stuck?

Well...

Sometimes, your partner might not want to climb.

They might be afraid.

They might be stuck in old patterns of hurt.

They might refuse to grow—not because they don’t love you, but because growth is terrifying.

And that is heartbreaking.

There’s no sugarcoating it.

But listen:

You cannot climb both sides of the mountain.

You cannot carry them and yourself.

You are responsible for your climb.

You are responsible for your healing.

And sometimes, setting boundaries—hard, painful boundaries—is an act of love for both of you.

Whether they join you at the summit or not, your climb is not wasted.

You will be stronger.

You will be wiser.

You will be more capable of real love—whether in this relationship or the next.

Small Ways to Start Climbing with Compassion

If you’re wondering where to start—start small.

Start today.

Self-Reflect Gently:

Ask yourself:

• Where am I hurting?
• What parts of me are still healing?
• What’s mine to carry—and what’s not?

Be honest, but be tender with yourself.

Set Growth Goals Rooted in Hope:

Maybe it’s learning to communicate without blame.

Maybe it’s healing childhood wounds that keep surfacing.

Maybe it’s simply learning to sit with discomfort without reacting.

One small step at a time.

Pause the Rescue Reflex:

When you feel that urge to fix them, pause.

Breathe.

Remind yourself:

“Their climb is theirs. My climb is mine.”

Celebrate Tiny Moments of Courage:

When you speak honestly without rage.

When you sit with your pain instead of numbing it.

When you choose grace over control.

Every small act of growth matters.

Seek Honest Support:

Find people who will hold you accountable, with love.

Not people who blame your partner.

Not people who shame you.

People who say:

“You’re growing. Keep going.”

Final Thoughts: This Journey Is Sacred

Marriage isn’t about perfection.

It’s not about climbing flawlessly or never slipping.

It’s about two broken, beautiful people—

choosing, again and again, to climb.

Some days will be heavy.

Some days you’ll feel alone.

But you are not alone.

You are part of something bigger—something brave.

And even if your partner stumbles, even if the summit feels far—

every step you take toward wholeness brings more hope, more healing, more real intimacy.

Keep climbing.

You are stronger—and softer—than you know.

And you are absolutely worthy of reaching the summit.

Outro

Thank you for being here with me today on The Voyage Cast.

If today’s conversation touched something tender in you,

I want you to know—you’re not broken.

You’re on the journey of a lifetime.

If this episode resonated, I’d be honored if you would share it, subscribe, or leave a review.

Let’s help more people climb with hope, not shame.

Until next time, I’m Eddie—reminding you:

Growth is messy.

Healing is hard.

But love—the real kind—is worth every step.

Keep climbing, my friend.

I’m climbing with you.